Keep your eyes open and see what you saw

What was that saying again? "New Year, New me"?

Well, I’d like to say that this is my New Year’s resolution, and it is, but I know myself too well by now. I mean, it’s been a while that I’ve been me. Hopefully.

I always get excited and want to do something, and in the beginning it’s nice and I have at it with fervour, but then something...just...happens, and I stop.

I get disinterested in it. (That is the right word I think and hope.)